This post has been removed for now. I posted it while angry. If in a few days i still feel the same way I will repost it.
Until then, Please pray for me if you have the time. I am having a very hard time right now. My PTSD is very active and so is my depression. The lesson for Wed. Bible study did not set well with me and has pulled open old painful scars from my early days in the church growing up a PK. The scars run very deep and it took me over 32 years to come back and give the church a second chance. Right now I feel as if I made a mistake by returning because much of the attitudes and self-justification from the 60’s and early 70’s are still alive and well today.
Thanks, Guy
